Name :
Muh Nizar Adiatma Pratama
Class : XB (ten B)
First Love
First love, when
we want to write something about this phrase, first time we must know what is
the definition of first love itself, some people said the definition of first
love is the one who is be the first that stick on our mind, and the one who is
be the first that we love, but there are
some people said that, first love is the one who can not be forgotten forever,
from all of the statement above, there is none that catch with my thinking, if
you said that first love is the one that can not be forgotten , I can said that
from all of girl that I love, I don’t forget them , I always remember them, so
what is the definition of first love actually?
When I try to
think, the answer of that question , I got the best definition from all, that’s
first love is the first person who makes us feel what is love itself, she makes
us feel the feeling of love, and teach us what will we do with the love. That
is my definition about first love .
Talk about first
love, I believe all of us have this person that called our first love, maybe it
comes when we still in elementary school and others, I am too late to feel the
first love, because I just have it when I was junior high school. It was the
unforgettable moments that I will always remember, always stick on my mind,
whatever it happens she’s the one who always in my deepest heart. Hahaha…
At the time my
first love was a girl (of course!), her name is Nur Aisyah Triyani, I don’t
know when I was love her. From 7 grades , we were in one organization , that
was Pers Pena, but at the time, we didn’t know each others, even talking never!
, the story began when she was entering my class, she removed from 8d to 8c ,
maybe in first time , I didn’t really pay attention with her, but day by day
passed , her position in the class was behind one table behind me , when I was
looking to the clock, I always saw her face maybe it makes me falling in love
with her, I like her smile hehehe.
But an accident
came to me which was out from extention class because I didn’t pass the test,
how poor I was! and I really feel so sad at the time, in my mine i will not see
her face again when we were studying , but from this accident i also got the
benefit, she sent me message event thought she was sending it with all friend, but I feel happy , I reply it , and
we do communication but still in virtual world , ehm, we never talked to each others
directly, we just talked in virtual world, but finnaly we talked directly with
each others, when I want to say happy birthday to her, and in that time, we did
final examination. I feel so happy because she smile at me and say thank you.
I still
remember, she gave me a first gift , when she went to luwuk, if I’m not
mistaken, when she came back, and going to school, I saw all of the girl use
the red bracelet , but there were no boys use that, when I was going to my
class, she came , and gave me a blue bracelet, hehehe, from that In my mind,
why only me the boy that she gave a bracelet, why others not? , maybe she was
falling in love with me.
One day, on 21st
of January 2011 , there was an accident that makes me klepek klepek J , she decelerated her feeling to
me , but there was another girl did that, of course I choose her , but we didn’t
make a special relationship, I was shocked at the time, because it was
unpredictable , so I directly said that I have feeling also with you hahaha ,
and you know after there was a funny moments , when we told our feeling with
each others, we were at home, in the afternoon , when we want to going to
course, you know, without any planning, we were wearing a red cloths together,
hahaha, I don’t know why? :D
After that, in
the school , I always try to speak with her, even thought just once or twice, I
have 2 ways to do communication with her, the first one was borrow pen with
her, hahaha, when I want borrow pen with her, she always gave me and speak with
me ckckc, the second was borrow her phone, to call my pickup, and she also
always gave me , from that I can speak with her, hehehe. There was a funny things
happen when we were seeing each others and directly smile in that time hahah,
nice moment!
but there was an accident that makes me scare , when she angry to me arghh .... i accidentally say something that in her mind not good about her idol --" , and she didnt send me message like usual , and she was posting status in fb that said :
" stop snding mssage to all my friends ..
bcz i dn't want they rceive my unimportant mssage ..
sorry friends ..
if i already dsturb ur activities bcz of my unimportant mssage .. :(
bt , u'll b free nw .
i wn't send u any mssage again ..
thanks fr all .. :) "
So i reply this status with a comment , and i try to get her sorry , and these was the conversation :
hahahah ... :D
many moments that we passed together, i still remember when we were exchage gift after farewell party , i still remember also when we talked and laugh over the duck-duck .. :D and many things ...
i feel so shock, when she told me that she will continue her study in makassar, i feel loosing you much. I still remember , i take you to the airport and saw your plane take off, i couldn't hold this tears, hehehe .. i think , that was the last time to saw you.
there were the unforgettable moments whom still stick on my mind, but still many nice memories that i couldn't tell it one by one. Even thought she was my first love but actually,
I’m not hoping to makes her be my first, but I am hoping that she become my
last :)
" ketika kau baca ini, apakah kau masih ingat semuanya tentang kita? ,,, pasti masih ingat , mungkin saat kau baca ini kau tersenyum dan bahkan memonyongkan bibirmu, ketika kau tersenyum disini pun aku juga tersenyum :) i am still love you until this time, and i believe everything will come back like usual ^^ hehehe...
hw cme only that... our friendship become broken....
sorryyy .... ica.......................